February 2012
Can't sleep
Exhausted. Overthinking. Anxious. Struggling. Tummy ache. Sleepy. Distracted. Self-conscious. On edge. Hot. Cold. Blargh.
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I realized today that I’m not working towards anything working at my hostess job and I’ll never be financially independent until I make real money. So I told my boss I need to cut way back on hours and I’m going this week to talk to a counselor and also to sign up for financial aid. :)
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Bon Iver: And I told you to be patient, and I told you to be fine. I told you to be balanced, and I told you to be kind, but now all your love is wasted. And then who the hell was I?
Death Cab: So one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me. Yeah, you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Radiohead: But I can't help the feeling I could blow through the ceiling if I just turn and run. And it wears me out... It wears me out. If I could be who you wanted, if I could be who you wanted all the time... all the time.
Brand New: You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones, spring keeps you ever close. You are secondhand smoke, you are so fragile and thin standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, yeah you a you a stupid hoe.You a stupid hoe you a you a stupid hoe. You stupid stupid, you a stupid hoe
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My 2012 Oscar Picks:
heirofslytherin:
Best Picture:
The Artist
Actor In a Leading Role:
Jean Dujardin
Actress In a Leading Role:
Viola Davis
Actor In a Leading Role:
Christopher Plummer
Actress In a Supporting Role:
Octavia Spencer
I agree with all except I think best actor will go to either brad or george.
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Fashion goals
I will own one day:
Jeffrey Campbell shoes
Louboutains
Vera Wang dress
Marchesa dress
Cartier watch
Burberry trench
Classic Raybans
Prada boots
and I’m sure there are more. I’m also sure I misspelled a few things but whatever.
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Can you go on welfare if you’re working? How do I do this?
My mom wants me to get private insurance but she can’t afford to pay for it and I sure as hell can’t afford $242/month. I’m being a chicken shit about telling her. She doesn’t want me to get food stamps and medi-cal but now that I have Ellie, I need to take care of myself. My stepdad is putting pressure on...
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Thinking
About trying to make some earrings with long long feathers and leather cords and chains…stuff like that. I like that one long feathered earring in one ear and a stud in the other…but I can’t find anything like it other than urban which is overpriced. Not sure how to go about this crafting…
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Work out question!
I get nasty rug burns on my elbows from doing planks, plank push ups, and various other floor work…any ideas on what I could put on my elbows to guard them? I don’t want elbow pads as they are too bulky.
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Attachment parenting
My gut tells me that I don’t need to train my baby to do anything. I love bedsharing and picking her up every time she needs me. Because that’s what mommies are there for. She’s such a happy baby and developing right on track…so poo poo to poo naysayers!
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